Exam is over....

Finally the exam is over for this round...

Now is time for RELAX!!!

Fishing.. I'm coming....

Focus !!!

I want to throw away my computer!!




I hope my computer can become like this when exam period..



I want to get away from u!!!



Let's Focus....



On my Studies!!





To all of you...!! Please...

*Dear all, I'll stop updating my blog until i finish my exams. Thank you.

Hard time of a pioneer?

Everyone was a pioneer. Pioneer as in when you are new to a community. Being a pioneer, is always bully by the "senior"? Or not being respected by other? They can rule over you ever and ever?

I believe some of us may face the same problems before. Maybe is my bad relationship's management, or my bad behavior or my bad But not to the extend of this right!!

We know each other for some times. I did put rely and confident at you all for all the time. I admit at first i keep distant from you all, but the distant has been closed up when the time pass. I still can't believe such things will happen. Situations that i afraid most come true!!

Okie.. If u not happy since the day, why not u all just show your hand directly la.. Don't act act la.. Than shoot me at the back!! I can't effort the impact u know, i'm going crazy!! Do u all know the feeling of being push and pull? Today u all so kind to me, sharing all yr private stuff with me.. But tomorrow u all can just switch to another mode... Today i sharing my stuff with u all, but tomorrow u all passing it around... What is this?? Kind a "friendship"?

Ok, u all the best, u all the nice person, u all always correct, u all always better than other!!
Fine.. But how i get to know all this "insider" information? Since the information is only "known" by u all? How i know it? Some things is wrong somewhere but yet u all don't know.. Are u all the best? Think before u all answer..

Maybe some saying that i think too much.. Don't care la....!!!
Just screw me what ever u all want to.. I'm now focus all my brain thinking capacity and all my energy on my coming exams!! If u all still appreciate for my "friendship", please pray for my December external exams which held on 9th, 10thand 15th!!

At the end, i'm still saying the same old words..
I very very appreciate friendship!!


Anyway,

Sorry for poor English.

What i should do now ??!!

Oh no.. I leave only 60 days to study for my exams...

What should i do??!!

Can someone help? I still got tonnes of works haven clear off..


How am i going to sit for exams this round?


God please help me!!!!!

- no idea what is hapening -

Sorry for abandon this blog for such a long time..

Nothing much i want to write on this post..
This few weeks i keep on thinking thinking and thinking... Think about what? About study, relationship (of course not love relationship), things that happen around me etc..........
Sometime i really feel down when i recall how come things will happen out of my expectation?
I'm not blaming things which out of my control but yet things that in my control. I did follow all actions in my planning but yet the outcome is unexpected. I should recheck my planning procedures and find out what wrong with my planning. Maybe my theories and terminologies are outdated....

Exams just around the corner and i leave around 60 days to catch up my study. All my study's partners are far better than me, i need to force myself to study and fully focus in my study.
I may abandon this blog again due to exams, i am sorry not not updating it in coming 2 months.

May God help me ~~~~ =)

第一个中文帖

这是我在这个部落各的第一个中文帖，我想用这个帖说一些我一直想表达的东西...

近来心情受到某种遭遇而左右摇摆。 有时候我会觉得这个社会是很现实的！！
人和人之间的感觉是绝妙的，往往很多时候第一眼的感觉就能决定这个人会不会是你朋友，但是要成为朋友不能只靠第一眼的感觉,还要考虑其他因素... (我觉得这是个歪理！！)
更绝的是人们把这个社会分为很多个团体!! 通常来之同一个团体的团员才能被称为"朋友"...
如果团体和团体之间不合， 但如有一个人却可以在这两个团体之间行走自如，这个人的下场一定会很惨！！ （这不是我吹水，请翻阅日战或马共的历史您便一清二楚）

因 为这个定义，不少无辜的人下场还惨过被枪毙！！ 我们一生之中必须走过不同的社会，从念书到工作到年老. 每一天，这样的场面都我亲睹下发生.. 当然，我也是“受害者”之一!! 诺有些时候,因为环境的转变使您必须暂时脱离原本所属的团体而加入另一个新团体. 您会发现突然之间您会很寂寞.. 为什么? 因为您原本所属的团体会因为您的离去而少和您来往,您新加入的团体会因为您是新人而慢慢观察您. 这就是您会遇到的进退两难情况!!

有时候我会很想和已经脱钩了的原属的团体从新钩上,但我不知道要如何下手...
也有时候我会很想加强现属团体的关系, 但我也不知道要如何去应付...
有没有人能帮我？我想能帮我的人应该少之又少...

我能不能摆脱寂寞?
我能不能尽快摆脱这个困境?
我能不能在这个刀锋上行走自如?
我能不能在团体已团体之间穿梭自如?

答案是: =.=!!!

adrianooi.com ??

Finally!!

After sitting in front of computer for most of the time for this two days, finally i successful created a domain name (URL) for this blog!!

Me and my friend(Wong Hao Huan, or HH) start to build up a chinese forum (xinqing.cttsite.com) since 2006. HH normally in charge in technical part while i in charge for administrative part in the forum. To set up a website, first we need a server or web hosting which can be rent from the web hosting company. The contract between wed hosting and our forum always deal by HH since he is the professional in this area. Last week, the web hosting has been terminated my web hosting company due to contract's problems and HH is unable to access internet. No choice, i have to deal with the hosting company.

Since i'm a noob in hosting technical part, sure i need to do research before i deal with them. While doing research through internet, suddenly something cross my mind when i browsing the hosting company web page. Why not i register one domain for my blog? So, i check for the availability for the domain...
Guess what? www.adrianooi.com still available!! And now, www.adrianooi.com is consider my domain for one year!! And i will own this domain forever!!!

After register the domain, start to do a linkage between this blog and the domain. Again because i'm a noob, i uses 2 days to forward the domain to this blog which other people can did it in 30 minutes!!
So, you can now view my blog through www.adrianooi.com The domain will redirect u to this blog. I still using blogspot server for my blog because if i want to set-up a blog using my domain name, i need web hosting (which involved high technical knowledge and i still learning from try and error using my chinese forum web hosting).

For those who interested to own a domain, please click here.
You can also check the availability of un-use domain here.
This is the company which offer the lowest rate for domain registration and web hosting i guess. I only spent RM40/annual for my new domain. Register fast before taken up by other people!!