The A's Territory

Travelling Around?

2011-02-28T01:51:00.004+08:00

Since the end of year 2010, i keep traveling around in peninsula Malaysia.

Story begin from Nov 2010, which is few week before my ACCA exams, the starter trip would be a 3D2N Genting trip with my family. Purpose for us to visit Genting is? To utilise few free rooms at First World Hotel which will expire on 1st Dec 2010. And this trip also be the first trip that i went in casino with my father, we really had fun at the casino although we keep contributing $$ to Genting's shareholders. No doubt, visiting Genting is to contribute $$ to Genting's shareholders and Malaysia Government right..? Haha..

After Genting trip, we went Camaron Highland for another 3D2N trip on end of November, which is one week before my December exams. Nothing much about Camaron Highland other than plants and cool weather. Again purpose for us to visit there, is to utilise a free rooms voucher from my father's office to stay at Heritage Hotel, room is nice and big enough for me to play pillow war with my sisters. XD

Right after my ACCA Dec 2010 exam, a crazy and long trip started. Me and family went to Pangkor for a 3D2N stay, which we got the hotel rooms for free (yes, for free again, thanks to my father, he get it from his office). We stay at Puteri Bayu Resort Pangkor. If you ever visit Pangkor and you are not a seaside lover, nothing much you can do there other than sleep!! For me, i'm a seaside lover,for sure i enjoy it very much. At the night time, i meet up my brother, Jiun Ting from Pangkor, than we (only me and Jiun Ting) start our secret plan. We go fishing at night, and the harvest on that 2 night is not bad, we manage to get some squids and some grouper fish. My family members( other than my father) never hold fishing rod before. In the day time, i bring them to one of our secret fishing base, we fish there. Normally to get a fish, you need to wait average 30 minutes right. But at our secret fishing base, we getting a fish in like less than 5 minutes for each of the fishing rods we place. Just in 2 hours, we are getting like 30 plus plus fishes.. Haha.. And just to inform you, the secret base is only a seaside, nothing special.. Want to try? Give me a call next time when you are free.. =)

After Pangkor trip, we continue our trip to KL. Purpose for us to visit KL is to shopping. KL is my hometown, basically my family still own a house at KL. For me, shopping is like a nightmare. So, i keep staying home rather than shopping. Both of my sisters and mother do enjoy shopping very much.. What a tiring jobs right.. I forget we stay in KL for how long, but the whole trip which consist Pangkor, KL and Malacca took us more than 10 days to complete it.

Next stop will be Malacca, Malacca si my mother's hometown. So, my mother have a house in Malacca, accommodations wise, is free again. I like this Malacca house, it is an house beside a plantation estate. I grown up at this house and the empty land around this house is like "damn huge". Really enjoy staying at there, i feel lazy after a few days of stay at there.

After the crazy and long trip, i myself again visit Pangkor. Yes, i visit Pangkor in less than 15 days. Purpose for me to visit Pangkor again are, 1st is to continue my fishing plan. Normally after each sitting of exams, i'll visit Pangkor myself for a fishing plan with my buddy, Jiun Ting. But this time, there is another guy (Wei Leong, my old classmate) join us for the plan. Both my this crazy guys are fishing master. I start and learn all fishing technique from them, special credit to them, without them introducing me how to fish, i really missed out the fun when fishing. But sad to say, harvest of the few days fishing is not as good as expected, major factor is due to the water flow of the few days we went for fishing. 2nd purpose for me to visit Pangkor is to meet up my Sitiawan's Nan Hwa schoolmates. So, i manage to meet most of them up and we had a very nice sing k session.. Haha.. XD That is how i spend my new year.

In January, i was engaged to another trip. Again, KL and Genting trip. I went KL and Genting with few of my Sam Tet old friends which is Yew Jie, Tarn and Kok Seng. I stay in KL for 4D3N and 3D2N in Genting. In KL, i manage to meet up some of my old old old primary schoolmates. I can't even recognise them during the gathering. Can't blame me right, we like not meet each others for 10 years. For Genting, again nothing much special. I spent most of my time in casino, but end up earn and lost nothing.. Within this few days in Genting, i finally know Genting very well.. Haha.. If u ever need any guide for Genting trip, ring me up ya.. =)

Here come to Chinese New Year. During Chinese New Year school break, i visited Penang and Malacca. In Penang, other than visiting relatives, is only visiting relatives. the only part i enjoy very much in Penang is the nice nice foods. Hehe.. Ya la.. that is how i gain my body size ok.. But my family members enjoy the most in shopping complex. They really a shopping machine.. So, what do i do is i sit at Starbuck with a cup of coffee while my eyes is eating ice-cream.
In Malacca, the routine is almost same like Penang. But one thing nice is the Malacca's town streets. Malacca's town was full with tourist during CNY period. But the decoration and the people around is really nice.

That all for place that i already visit until now.. In coming 1 months, i still got few more place for me to visit.

1st will be Kuching, Sarawak.
I'll visit Kuching with my sister on coming Friday, a 4D3N stay. I'm still planning my trip for it. Any advise for me? Of course, this would be a budget holiday. I only spent RM300 for accommodations (a 4 star hotel) and all in air ticket for me and my sister. Kuching~~!! I'm coming.....

After Kuching, i'll be busy about the Heel-a-thon which organise by Sunway College Ipoh and a NGO, Perak Women for Women Society.

After the event, i'll be joining Sunway College Ipoh Accounting Teams for a accounting quiz in Malacca. Which mean i'll visit Malacca again. I think after this quiz, i better turn off my active mode to study mode.. No more trip for me again!! =(

Mixture's Feeling

2011-02-22T01:07:00.005+08:00

Such a long time i been abandon this blog.. Reasons behind i abandon this blog are:

1. Exams
2. Student Council
3. Big and small events held/host by me in SYCI
4. And some personal problems..

All right.. I'll throw everything into this post.. If u don't feel like reading it, please close the browser.
Thank you.

Recently the ACCA results for Dec 2010 sitting has been out. As per expected, i can't graduate... But is was surprise that i failed 2 out of 3 of the subjects i taken last sitting, i only expect to failed one subject.. What to do.. Right now i'm going back to my studies life again, attending class everyday.. Sien... Haiz..

If you ask me why i failed my 2 of my final subjects , there is few factors behind it.

1. I was too active in college's activities and managing too many clubs and council works.
2. I was not focus on the subjects that i study and i take it foregrounded.
3. Some personal matter which affected my friendships and social networking during the last minutes period before the exams.

Let's talk more on the 3rd point, after the big event which is Prom Night that i organize together with Student Council's members, i got a crush on someone. The crush on her really bring a big impact to me.. First, it impact on my first level of community network, because both of us share a same community. Due to some crazy-ness actions that i did to her in 2 months times which i was totally a different person during that period, i scared her off. And the issue does not stop there.. It keep develop at the negative to me.. Finally, it totally affected my social network. Due to this reason, i was not in a good mood for the last two month before exams. I think this factor give me the biggest impact on my exams.. What to do.. I did it and i'm the only one to be blame.

So, learn from the experiences, i really need to focus on my study this round. I need to pass all my papers this semester and i graduate from ACCA.

After i had failed my exams, suddenly i see and feel things that i never realize it before. People and things around me started to change. In my ACCA journey, i can say is very smooth for me to come until this final stage. Sad things i could not make it for my this final stage and i need to redo my papers. So, due to the smoothness of the journey, i was being tag as a "cleaver and "good" student" by people around me. And right after the results day, i can see those people which fake themselves up all the while started to show their true colour.

Let me tell those who fake yourself up, do you really know me? Ya, maybe you know my basic history. You may know i went and stay through all over Malaysia. Let me ask you something, why i choose not to stay in big city rather i choose to stay in a small town like Ipoh? Haha.. I'm not that easy as you think. Only those stupid show all his cards at the first time. The only mistake i did is i thinking of small town people is more honest and more truly when deal with people. But things end up, it worst than big city resident. If city people don't like you, they will let you know at the first meeting rather than hide it away from you. And yet, small town people did that. Right now, i'll be sitting at there and watch you. Be aware~~!! In my heart, i do feel sad because of you guys had sell me off.. Just wait and see, one day i'll come back with success and i will make you all impress on me.. I'm waiting for the day to come.

Of course, things happen around us, there must be a negative and positive side. Positive side of this things is, i do really know where is my limitation after last sitting. As i said, this is a very good experience for me in my life in future. Besides that, after this everything that happen on me, i finally know which person around me who is true to me. Here by, i wish to thanks my friends who always stay along with me.. Really appreciate our friendship. Thanks for cheer me up during my down period. Thank you guys so much..

So, my next targets now are,

1. Complete my ACCA by June
2. Started my CFA course and clear at least 3 papers by this year.
3. Start to hunt for a job, if possible, i wish i can work oversea.
4. Start to save money for my dream holiday.
5. Enhance my language and social network.

That all for this post, what a long post..

By Adrian,
Moody

Somebody take me back to the days

2010-12-12T22:28:00.001+08:00

Can we pretend that Airplanes
In the midnight sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now) (wish right now)
Can we pretend that Airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now) (wish right now)

Yeah
I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this
Cause after all the partyin’ and smashin’ and crashin’
And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion
And all the pandemonium and all the madness
There comes a time where you fade to the blackness
And when you’re staring at that phone in your lap
And you hoping but them people never call you back
But that’s just how the story unfolds
You get another hand soon after you fold
And when your plans unravel
And they sayin’ what would you wish for
If you had one chance
So airplane airplane sorry I’m late
I’m on my way so don’t close that gate
If I don’t make that then I’ll switch my flight
And I’ll be right back at it by the end of the night

Can we pretend that Airplanes
In the midnight sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now) (wish right now)
Can we pretend that Airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now) (wish right now)

Somebody take me back to the days
Before this was a job, before I got paid
Before it ever mattered what I had in my bank
Yeah back when I was tryin’ to get a tip at subway
And back when I was rappin’ for the hell of it
But now a days we rappin’ to stay relevant
I’m guessin that if we can make some wishes outta airplanes
Then maybe yo maybe I’ll go back to the days
Before the politics that we call the rap game
And back when ain’t nobody listened to my mix tape
And back before I tried to cover up my slang
But this is for the decatur, what’s up Bobby Ray
So can I get a wish to end the politics
And get back to the music that started this shit
So here I stand and then again I say
I’m hopin’ we can make some wishes outta airplanes?

Can we pretend that Airplanes
In the midnight sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now) (wish right now)
Can we pretend that Airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now) (wish right now)

i could really use a wish right now
i could really use a wish right now (wish right now)
like shooting stars
i can really use a wish right now (a wish right now, a wish a wish, a wish right now)

Somehow i feel this lyric is talking about what i feel right now.. Haha... =)

Sorry, i can not take it...

2010-12-06T23:54:00.002+08:00

Sorry, i can not take it anymore....

As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for

I’m sorry for the times I left you annoyed
I was on the "road" and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting there just wishing me
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect

I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there when you need help
I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I cheat on you
Because I am in the "stress" like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my friend

I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

Sorry for the things that i put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and face the facts
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from someone
And you would rather be college with all your friend
As one big gang with love and bliss
And even though others treated me like king

I got a reason and you didn’t agree
I got up and left you there all alone
I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your heart was once being hurt
I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry your life turned out this way
I’m sorry that the EGO came and took me away

I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

I’m sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour in my dream
I’m sorry for the things that i hurt you
For the embarrassment that i felt
Just a little "young" boy trying to have fun
My EGO should never let me out that young
I’m sorry for friendship getting shut down
I hope I may manage better next time around
How was I to know I was "underage"
In a 21 and maturity club they say
Why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I’m just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my friend I’ll take that blame
Even though the blame’s on you
Even though the blame’s on you
Even though the blame’s on you
I’ll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

Specially delivery to people around me.... I'm so so so sorry.....!!

The Story of Us...

2010-11-21T16:42:00.002+08:00

I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us

How we met and the sparks flew instantly
People would say, "they're the lucky ones"
I used to know my place was a spot next to you
Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat
'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on
Oh, a simple complication
Miss-communications lead to fall out
So many things that I wish you knew
So many walls up I can't break through

Now I'm standing alone
In a crowded room
And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know
Is it killing you
Like it's killing me?
I don't know what to say
Since a twist of fate
When it all broke down
And the story of us
Looks a lot like a tragedy now
Next chapter

How'd we end up this way?
See me nervously pulling at my clothes
And trying to look busy
And you're doing your best to avoid me
I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us
How I was losing my mind when I saw you here
But you held your pride like you should have held me
Oh, we're scared to see the ending
Why are we pretending this is nothing?
I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how
I've never heard silence quite this loud

Now I'm standing alone
In a crowded room

And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know
Is it killing you
Like it's killing me?
I don't know what to say
Since a twist of fate
When it all broke down
And the story of us
Looks a lot like a tragedy now

This is looking like a contest
Of who can act like they care less
But I liked it better when you were on my side
The battle's in your hands now
But I would lay my armor down
If you'd say you'd rather love than fight
So many things that you wish I knew
But the story of us might be ending soon

Now I'm standing alone
In a crowded room
And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know
Is it killing you
Like it's killing me?
I don't know what to say
Since a twist of fate
When it all broke down
And the story of us
Looks a lot like a tragedy now, now, now
And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know
Is it killing you
Like it's killing me?
I don't know what to say
Since a twist of fate
'cause we're going down
And the story of us
Looks a lot like a tragedy now

沉寂已久的心情

2010-11-18T23:30:00.001+08:00

乌云在我们心里搁下一块阴影
我聆听沉寂已久的心情
清晰透明　就像美丽的风景
总在回忆里才看的清

被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过

缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
极光掠夺天边　北风掠过想你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶
却换不回熟悉的那张脸
缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间　两行来自秋末的眼泪
让爱渗透了地面
我要的只是你在我身边

被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过

在山腰间飘逸的红雨
随着北风凋零　我轻轻摇曳风铃
想　唤醒被遗弃的爱情
雪花已铺满了地深怕窗外枫叶已结成冰

缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
极光掠夺天边　北风掠过想你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶
却换不回熟悉的那张脸
缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间　两行来自秋末的眼泪
让爱渗透了地面

我要的只是你在我身边

I'll hold on to it

2010-11-14T01:30:00.002+08:00

Waking up I see that everything is okay
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful, it makes you wanna cry

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful, it makes you wanna cry
It's so beautiful, it makes you want to cry

This innocence is brilliant, it makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliant, please don't go away
'Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

This innocence is brilliant, it's so beautiful, it's so beautiful
This moment is perfect, please don't go away
I need you now, it makes me want to cry

And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

To you, the crappy ACCA exams and the herders that will come in future, i'll hold on to and will win you over one day.. Time will be our witness , let's wait and see.. I'm ready~!!!

You Set Me Free

2010-11-08T01:54:00.002+08:00

Can't you see?
There's a feeling that's come over me
Close my eyes
You're the only one that leaves me completely breathless

No need to wonder why
Sometimes a gift like this you can't deny

'Cause I wanted to fly,
so you gave me your wings
And time held its breath so I could see, yeah
And you set me free

There's a will
There's a way
Sometimes words just can't explain
This is real
I'm afraid
I guess this time there's just no hiding, fighting
You make me restless

You're in my heart
The only light that shines
there in the dark

'Cause I wanted to fly,
so you gave me your wings
And time held its breath so I could see, yeah
And you set me free

When I was alone
You came around
When I was down
You pulled me through
And there's nothing that
I wouldn't do for you

'Cause I wanted to fly,
so you gave me your wings
And time held its breath so I could see, yeah

And you set me free

Putting myself out there???

2010-11-04T19:07:00.006+08:00

Many of my friends asked me why i acted emotionally lately. Because i was trapped in a maze. This maze sound complex, but it look like easy to get out, somehow i failed to get myself out from it.

I'm stuck in this maze!!!

I should say I'm not as strong what i think off. I thought i can manage myself very well, can keep myself in a discipline ways. But end up, I'm gone. This particular issue keep disturbing me after 2010 SYCI Prom Night. My initially plan is to fully focus on my studies after organizing the bloody Prom Night, but my plan failed. Never in my life i facing such a "big" herder. Most sarcastic is, this herder is seem so easy to get it off, but yet i was hurt by it until i can't focus on my studies after one from the Prom Night.

I'm in the final stage of my degree course, i can feel the exam's stress is starting to crash me over again, yet i still can't focus.. What can i do?? This remind me Mr David's quote:

"You put yourself in this position, so don't complaint. At least this is not the permanent position that you are going to stay with"

Yes, i agreed. I put myself into this position, I'm the only one who can help myself to get out from this maze. And I'll make sure i can get out of this bloody maze. I'm blogging this out for the last time, I'm not going to keep myself trapped inside the maze after this. Don't ask me what happen, it will make me more stress & emo. =)

So, my main target right now is to clear my last 3 papers in this coming December exams. I'm craving for gateway now.. A door is ready to open for me, outside the door is a border-less sky.

I will use this "passport'

to find more keys to unlock more doors in the border-less sky,

to find for this things, the ladder to climb higher & higher up to another sky;

This is my aim, and i believe it will take my entire time in my life to complete this "project".

Wish me all the best, thank you.

Appreciating or Depreciating Asset??

2010-11-02T20:31:00.005+08:00

This is a post that i copy from FB, just want to share my view point.

A young and pretty lady posted this on a popular forum:

Title: What should I do to marry a rich guy?

I'm going to be honest of what I'm going to say here. I'm 25 this year. I'm very pretty, have style and good taste. I wish to marry a guy with $500k annual salary or above. You might say that I'm greedy, but an annual salary of $1M is considered only as middle class in New York. My requirement is not high. Is there anyone in this forum who has an income of $500k annual salary? Are you all married?

I wanted to ask:

what should I do to marry rich persons like you? Among those I've dated, the richest is $250k annual income, and it seems that this is my upper limit. If someone is going to move into high cost residential area on the west of New York CityGarden(?), $250k annual income is not enough.

I'm here humbly to ask a few questions:

Where do most rich bachelors hang out? (Please list down the names and addresses of bars, restaurant, gym)
Which age group should I target?
Why most wives of the riches is only average-looking? I've met a few girls who doesn't have looks and are not interesting, but they are able to marry rich guys.
How do you decide who can be your wife, and who can only be your girlfriend? My target now is to get married)

Ms. Pretty

Awesome reply:

Dear Ms. Pretty,

I have read your post with great interest. Guess there are lots of girls out there who have similar questions like yours.

Please allow me to analyse your situation as a professional investor. My annual income is more than $500k, which meets your requirement, so I hope everyone believes that I'm not wasting time here.

From the standpoint of a business person, it is a bad decision to marry you. The answer is very simple, so let me explain. Put the details aside, what you're trying to do is an exchange of "beauty" and "money": Person A provides beauty, and Person B pays for it, fair and square.

However, there's a deadly problem here, your beauty will fade, but my money will not be gone without any good reason. The fact is, my income might increase from year to year, but you can't be prettier year after year. Hence from the viewpoint of economics, I am an appreciation asset, and you are a depreciation asset. It's not just normal depreciation, but exponential depreciation. If that is your only asset, your value will be much worried 10 years later. By the terms we use in Wall Street, every trading has a position, dating with you is also a "trading position". If the trade value dropped we will sell it and it is not a good idea to keep it for long term - same goes with the marriage that you wanted. It might be cruel to say this, but in order to make a wiser decision any assets with great depreciation value will be sold or "leased".

Anyone with over $500k annual income is not a fool; we would only date you, but will not marry you. I would advice that you forget looking for any clues to marry a rich guy. And by the way, you could make yourself to become a rich person with $500k annual income. This has better chance than finding a rich fool.

Hope this reply helps. If you are interested in "leasing" services, do contact me...

signed,

Wall Street's Trader

This post remind me my lecturer (Mr David) quote when i facing some trouble early last month. He told me, focus on your studies which will bring you to another world, will open the door for you, will let you be richer. To be rich is more easy to win "her" over. When you are rich, to win "her" is just a piece of cake.. Haha.. Somehow i have to agree with this quote.

So, let make things simple now.. I should focus on my upcoming exam rather than focus on those things that will not give me any "yield or return".. Haha.. But, to move forward at this point is hard and pain.. God please help me to get through this.. I will try my best to settle all the things in this week, than i should fully focus on what that bring me "big return"..

ACCA, here i come & i will do a final triple kill on you.. I don't want to see you anymore, see you will make me feel more pain and sad.. XD

I realise, it was only just a dream..

2010-11-01T20:27:00.003+08:00

I was thinkin about her
thinkin about me
thinkin about us
what we gunna be
open my eyes...
it was only just a dream

so i travel back down that road
wish you come back
no one knows
i realize, it was only just a dream

i was at the top
now its like i'm in the basement
number 1 spot
now shes finding a replacement
i swear now i cant take it
knowing somethings got my baby

now you wait around, baby i cant think
i should put it down, shoulda got that watch
cuz i can still feel it in the air
see your pretty face
run my fingers through her hair

my love
my life
my shawty
my friend
she left me, i'm tight
cuz i knew that it just aint right

i was thinkin about her
thinkin about me
thinkin about us
where we gunna be
open my eyes...
it was only just a dream

so i travel back down that road
wish you come back
no one knows
i realize, it was only just a dream

and i be ridin
and i swear i see your face and every time
i try to get my usher on but i cant let it burn
and i just hope that she notice she the only one i yearn for
no more sooner will i learn

didn't give her all my love
i guess now i got my payback
now i'm in the club thinking all about my baby

hey
she was so easy to love
but wait, i guess that love wasnt enough
i'm goin through it every time that i'm alone
now i'm wishing she would just pick up the phone
but she made a decision that she wanted to move on
cuz i was wrong

i was thinkin about her
thinkin about me
thinkin about us
where we gunna be
open my eyes...
it was only just a dream

so i travel back down that road
wish you come back
no one knows
i realize, it was only just a dream

if you ever loved somebody put your hands up

if you ever loved somebody put your hands up

and now theyre gone and you wish you could give them everything

and now theyre gone and you wish you could give them everything

i was thinkin about her
thinkin about me
thinkin about us
where we gunna be
open my eyes...
it was only just a dream

so i travel back down that road
wish you come back
no one knows
i realize, it was only just a dream

成败就在细节里

2010-11-01T00:24:00.005+08:00

成败就在细节里，细节能成大事，也能成败事~~！！

人生经验中，我永远相信「勿以善小而不为，勿以恶小而为之」。一个小动作、小细节就在我们一念之间，将结成不同的结果。这些小小的种子，有时埋在土壤里，遇到适当的时机它就会发芽、成长，成为我们不可忽视的力量。

某次在我工作场合，我曾经因为小细节而损失了公司的名誉。事情的起因是因为一首歌引起，就因为我忘了做准备，公司损失了一个大客。我也因此负起了全责，这事件影响我至今。

小事、小动作可以带来无限机会，但小的疏失也可能毁了一切努力。在社会打滚多年，也曾经因为几次栽在细节上的疏失，留下了深刻不完美的纪录。

有的疏忽可以弥补，有的错误却是灾难，纵使花数年努力未必能回到塬点。这些代价让我瞭解公关工作的专业，是无数小细节累积而成。每一次完美的演出，都是一次又一次无懈的演练与準备而成，绝无侥倖。

现在当我在教导他人这个观念的时候，却发现很难贯彻。好像非得自己吃过亏，才能从中得到学习。像是文件忘了校对就送出，以致於前面的努力功亏一篑。或是将必须确认的事不当一回事，自以为他人会替我处理，当发现时已为时已晚。

就拿我在怡保双威学院所搞的活动作为例子。很多事我都认为场地组长会替我安排所有事，直到活动当天，问题频频发生，先是场地出问题，然后是后台，接着是场地设备，真是一波未平，一波又起。后来我们才知道是因为我们在安检计划中忽略某些细节，才导致这些致命问题的出现。这件事已成为我求学生涯中一个不完美的记忆，但我已在这事件中学习了不少经验。

小的力量大不同，细节就藏在魔鬼里。不重细节、不看小处的人，不必自诩为胸怀大志。做一件小的善事，就埋下一个善的因，最有可能结下善的果。做一件小恶的事或是疏忽一个小细节，也可能带来大灾难。

不要忽视小细节、小动作的力量，它可能点石成金，成为你人生的转折点。
希望大家能多注意小细节

Cause you're amazing

2010-10-31T19:22:00.002+08:00

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Out of my control

2010-10-30T11:18:00.005+08:00

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Friendship, i appreciated the most...

2010-10-28T23:28:00.000+08:00

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,
I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Woooooooh, Woooooooh
Yeah, Yeah

If you're tossing and you're turning and you just can't fall asleep,
I'll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me,
Everyday I will remind you, ohh

Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Wooooooh, Wooooooh
Yeah, Yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go, never say goodbye

You know you can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Oohhhh, ohhhhh
You can count on me cause I can count on you

I'm still stuck in the situation..!!

2010-10-23T18:56:00.008+08:00

Now only i realize that I'm still stuck in the original situation.

I thought i will be fine after receiving the energy from the nature,
but end up I'm still standing on the original place.
Perhaps is the power of sea, sun and wind not strong enough..
Or maybe i do not stay long enough at the seaside..

Every night before sleep or every morning after waking up,
Which mean the short period of time where i got nothing to do,
I will still think about ###
I try my very best not to think,
but i can't..
WHY??

This feeling is very bad,
i no mood to do anything after all,
further more my exams is just around the corner,
i don't know what to do,
when ever i tried to open my book and study,
somehow the feeling strike me again and again...
Than my mood to study just gone like that,
the worst things is i got no time for me to delay my study anymore,
i really stressed up now..

Anyhow, i will keep trying my best to reinstate the situation back to normal,
i know is hard,
but please give me some time to do so.
And if possible, can you please forget the about those things happened,
something done mean done,
let it be la..

Dear my mum aka the owl, sorry to tell you that i failed to reform myself after that incident,
all your hard work wasted,
all your advise down to the drain.
Sorry for not "listen" to you words during this "home alone" period,
perhaps i need your help again when you are back.

Argh.... Tell me why!!!!
I'm so freaking stress now....
T.T

Crazy one day trip to Lumut

2010-10-22T11:08:00.006+08:00

Due to the moody mood last week and this week, some evil plan was crossing over my mind.. Let's go to Sitiawan, my secondary hometown to release myself. Don't know why, when i feel sad, seaside is the first place that i want wish to go.. When i was in Sitiawan, i visit seaside quite often when i feel sad. Just standing at the seaside alone do nothing for few hours, everything will be fine after that. Maybe the power of sea and power of sun give me energy. I think in my preexistence, I'm a living object in sea or water. Haha..

Anyway, let's come back to the main topic. After the evil thinking, i ask Victor to accompany me to there, because Victor hometown also around that area. Than, i invited Sabrina, Yin Yep, Poi Ting & Yuk Ming. Initially Yuk Ming refuse to follow us, but than the cheeky Poi Ting able to "threaten" him to follow us.

We begin our journey around 9.15am after we meet each other at college. Our first stop at Sitiawan is a fishing village. I plan to fish at seaside initially, so i try to get some worms for fishing..

Living "sea worm" inside leaf's stick

Sea worm

At the village, i manage to visit a fish market and buy some "kapah shell" & some crabs.

The fish market

The fish village is build above the 三wamp

Kapah Shell

Crabs

Funny things is, the cheeky Poi Ting don't know that crabs moved horizontally~~!! She scream when the crabs move horizontally, what a shame to me lo.. Everyone is looking at her and think "which jungle is this girl come from...." Hahaha...

After buying those sea's products. We continue our journey to Sitiawan town. We drop Victor & Sabrina to hospital, Victor want to visit his father which admitted to hospital for some sickness. So only me, yuk ming, yin yep and poi ting went to the Teluk Batik seaside.

I'm back to seaside..................!!!!! Argh.......................!!!!

Due to weekday, there is no one at the seaside. I walk along the seaside alone, feel the sea waves, feel the hot sun, feel the wind blowing toward me... What a nice feeling... Thinking about the Daughtry's Over You lyrics...

Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Photos source from SYCI paparazzi, Yippie.

After spending hours and hours with the nature, we managed to visit few places like Lumut town, Sitiawan town and etc...

Than we have our seafood lunch at one of the seafood restaurant in Kampung Cina. All of them feel very satisfied with the lunch. Cheap & nice i could say.. Haha..

Before start our return journey, i managed to buy some "kong piah"

We reach college around 6.00pm.

Conclusion from this trip: It was a crazy trip, in a day which less than 9 hours we traveled 25oKM plus visiting places and healing my broken heart.

After the visiting seaside, my moody feeling really go off and i feel more comfortable. I will try my best to over you..

Anyway, thanks to buddy which accompany me to seaside.
Victor, Sabrina, Yuk Ming, Yin Yep & Poi Ting.

Yippie & VPT

Yuk Ming aca Tiger

Thanks buddy.. =)

Change??

2010-10-17T19:37:00.007+08:00

Sometime, something, someone might change your view point, your thinking and your life just like that. Golden rules before and after any change, JUST BE YOURSELF!! Here you go, over you.

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Someone told me listen to this and try to understand the meaning. I guess I'm already opened up myself now. Special thanks to the "someone", you know who you are. I had learn something from you and i believe it will change me for the rest of my life. Thank you very much to someone~~!!

@.@

2010-10-16T22:55:00.001+08:00

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah

And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone
All the words I need to hear will always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

Capitalism? Is how the world structure today?

2010-04-17T16:07:00.004+08:00

What is capitalism?

Capitalism is a social system based on the recognition of individual rights, including property rights, in which all property is privately owned. Under capitalism the state is separated from economics (production and trade), just like the state is separated from religion. Capitalism is the system of laissez faire. It is the system of political freedom.

In economic point of view,

An economic system based on a free market, open competition, profit motive and private ownership of the means of production. Capitalism encourages private investment and business, compared to a government-controlled economy. Investors in these private companies (i.e. shareholders) also own the firms and are known as capitalists.

Economists usually put emphasis on the degree that government does not have control over markets (laissez faire), and on property rights, while most political economists emphasize private property, power relations, wage labor and class. There is a general agreement that capitalism encourages economic growth. The extent, to which different markets are "free", as well as the rules determining what may and may not be private property, is a matter of politics and policy and many states have what are termed "mixed economies."

From above statement, what do you understand about capitalism? How does capitalism impact on our daily life?

Where do you shopping at recently? In Ipoh, most probably you went Kinta City (Jaya Jusco) or Ipoh Parade (Parkson). For groceries stuffs, you may shop at Tesco. All these organization are the products of Capitalism!!

In today world, those organizations with huge capital will ruled the world. Using above example:

If all residents in Ipoh only shop at this few organizations, all the net profit will flow to the organization’s shareholders in England for Tesco and Japan for Jaya Jusco. So as a Ipoh resident, what do we got? Maybe we Ipoh residents will get jobs opportunities from these organizations. But we do not enjoy the profit from local society.

If you say Malaysia will enjoy the tax benefit from these organizations, I’ll say you are wrong. Just imagine if many local mini markets replacing a huge organization, the net tax benefit is still the same.
Why not we replace all the huge profit making organization with all small business in these Worlds, rather than we only let a small particular group of people enjoy the profit around the world?

Still remember how the world economic clash down in year 2008 recently? What cause the clash? This is because of few giant financial institution having problems in their risk management and liquidity management. These organizations are too huge and if they go liquidation, the world economic will unable to recover. So, what the US government did to solve this problem? Other than keep financing them, US government also start to smaller the organization size of these huge companies.

Using my example above, small businesses replacing a huge organization maybe is a good steps to prevent future economic clash down.

However, we shall admit that capitalism do bring us competitive environment and this competitive environment give rise of better technology, good quality and better lifestyle to our daily life. We need to find a balance between capitalism and socialism.

P/S: Above are my humble opinion and my personal understanding. Please correct me for any mistake or misunderstanding of me against Capitalism. If you have any comment or criticize, kindly advise me accordingly.

Exam is over....

2009-12-15T21:00:00.004+08:00

Finally the exam is over for this round...

Now is time for RELAX!!!

Fishing.. I'm coming....

Focus !!!

2009-11-07T02:02:00.004+08:00

I want to throw away my computer!!

I hope my computer can become like this when exam period..

I want to get away from u!!!

Let's Focus....

On my Studies!!

To all of you...!! Please...

*Dear all, I'll stop updating my blog until i finish my exams. Thank you.

Hard time of a pioneer?

2009-10-31T01:07:00.006+08:00

Everyone was a pioneer. Pioneer as in when you are new to a community. Being a pioneer, is always bully by the "senior"? Or not being respected by other? They can rule over you ever and ever?

I believe some of us may face the same problems before. Maybe is my bad relationship's management, or my bad behavior or my bad But not to the extend of this right!!

We know each other for some times. I did put rely and confident at you all for all the time. I admit at first i keep distant from you all, but the distant has been closed up when the time pass. I still can't believe such things will happen. Situations that i afraid most come true!!

Okie.. If u not happy since the day, why not u all just show your hand directly la.. Don't act act la.. Than shoot me at the back!! I can't effort the impact u know, i'm going crazy!! Do u all know the feeling of being push and pull? Today u all so kind to me, sharing all yr private stuff with me.. But tomorrow u all can just switch to another mode... Today i sharing my stuff with u all, but tomorrow u all passing it around... What is this?? Kind a "friendship"?

Ok, u all the best, u all the nice person, u all always correct, u all always better than other!!
Fine.. But how i get to know all this "insider" information? Since the information is only "known" by u all? How i know it? Some things is wrong somewhere but yet u all don't know.. Are u all the best? Think before u all answer..

Maybe some saying that i think too much.. Don't care la....!!!
Just screw me what ever u all want to.. I'm now focus all my brain thinking capacity and all my energy on my coming exams!! If u all still appreciate for my "friendship", please pray for my December external exams which held on 9th, 10thand 15th!!

At the end, i'm still saying the same old words..
I very very appreciate friendship!!

Anyway,

Sorry for poor English.

What i should do now ??!!

2009-10-10T00:33:00.003+08:00

Oh no.. I leave only 60 days to study for my exams...

What should i do??!!

Can someone help? I still got tonnes of works haven clear off..

How am i going to sit for exams this round?

God please help me!!!!!

- no idea what is hapening -

2009-10-06T00:51:00.004+08:00

Sorry for abandon this blog for such a long time..

Nothing much i want to write on this post..
This few weeks i keep on thinking thinking and thinking... Think about what? About study, relationship (of course not love relationship), things that happen around me etc..........
Sometime i really feel down when i recall how come things will happen out of my expectation?
I'm not blaming things which out of my control but yet things that in my control. I did follow all actions in my planning but yet the outcome is unexpected. I should recheck my planning procedures and find out what wrong with my planning. Maybe my theories and terminologies are outdated....

Exams just around the corner and i leave around 60 days to catch up my study. All my study's partners are far better than me, i need to force myself to study and fully focus in my study.
I may abandon this blog again due to exams, i am sorry not not updating it in coming 2 months.

May God help me ~~~~ =)

第一个中文帖

2009-09-13T17:39:00.001+08:00

这是我在这个部落各的第一个中文帖，我想用这个帖说一些我一直想表达的东西...

近来心情受到某种遭遇而左右摇摆。有时候我会觉得这个社会是很现实的！！
人和人之间的感觉是绝妙的，往往很多时候第一眼的感觉就能决定这个人会不会是你朋友，但是要成为朋友不能只靠第一眼的感觉,还要考虑其他因素... (我觉得这是个歪理！！)
更绝的是人们把这个社会分为很多个团体!! 通常来之同一个团体的团员才能被称为"朋友"...
如果团体和团体之间不合，但如有一个人却可以在这两个团体之间行走自如，这个人的下场一定会很惨！！（这不是我吹水，请翻阅日战或马共的历史您便一清二楚）

因为这个定义，不少无辜的人下场还惨过被枪毙！！我们一生之中必须走过不同的社会，从念书到工作到年老. 每一天，这样的场面都我亲睹下发生.. 当然，我也是“受害者”之一!! 诺有些时候,因为环境的转变使您必须暂时脱离原本所属的团体而加入另一个新团体. 您会发现突然之间您会很寂寞.. 为什么? 因为您原本所属的团体会因为您的离去而少和您来往,您新加入的团体会因为您是新人而慢慢观察您. 这就是您会遇到的进退两难情况!!

有时候我会很想和已经脱钩了的原属的团体从新钩上,但我不知道要如何下手...
也有时候我会很想加强现属团体的关系, 但我也不知道要如何去应付...
有没有人能帮我？我想能帮我的人应该少之又少...

我能不能摆脱寂寞?
我能不能尽快摆脱这个困境?
我能不能在这个刀锋上行走自如?
我能不能在团体已团体之间穿梭自如?

答案是: =.=!!!

adrianooi.com ??

2009-09-06T01:06:00.000+08:00

Finally!!

After sitting in front of computer for most of the time for this two days, finally i successful created a domain name (URL) for this blog!!

Me and my friend(Wong Hao Huan, or HH) start to build up a chinese forum (xinqing.cttsite.com) since 2006. HH normally in charge in technical part while i in charge for administrative part in the forum. To set up a website, first we need a server or web hosting which can be rent from the web hosting company. The contract between wed hosting and our forum always deal by HH since he is the professional in this area. Last week, the web hosting has been terminated my web hosting company due to contract's problems and HH is unable to access internet. No choice, i have to deal with the hosting company.

Since i'm a noob in hosting technical part, sure i need to do research before i deal with them. While doing research through internet, suddenly something cross my mind when i browsing the hosting company web page. Why not i register one domain for my blog? So, i check for the availability for the domain...
Guess what? www.adrianooi.com still available!! And now, www.adrianooi.com is consider my domain for one year!! And i will own this domain forever!!!

After register the domain, start to do a linkage between this blog and the domain. Again because i'm a noob, i uses 2 days to forward the domain to this blog which other people can did it in 30 minutes!!
So, you can now view my blog through www.adrianooi.com The domain will redirect u to this blog. I still using blogspot server for my blog because if i want to set-up a blog using my domain name, i need web hosting (which involved high technical knowledge and i still learning from try and error using my chinese forum web hosting).

For those who interested to own a domain, please click here.
You can also check the availability of un-use domain here.
This is the company which offer the lowest rate for domain registration and web hosting i guess. I only spent RM40/annual for my new domain. Register fast before taken up by other people!!

100 ??!!

2009-08-28T18:41:00.000+08:00

When you saw this word "100" what you will think off?

100 plus (a type of carbonate drink)?
$ 100 ?
Download completed at 100% ?
100% = prefect ?

or maximum examination marks is 100?

For me and all ACCA's students over the world,

Ladies and Gentlemen, i'll like to let u know that we have only 100 days to our next exams.

Let's put our very hard work to our study!!
Go go go.. We can do it!!

Here by i would like to wish my "sister", shalani which will begin a new life at JB today good luck and all the best in her future!! I will miss u galz..

Low Pass Rate?

2009-08-19T17:48:00.000+08:00

Just check out the exams pass rate from ACCA website, F7 F8 & F9 pass rate really shock me. Almost as low as Professional options papers. For F7, only 30% of candidates passing F7 last sitting, the pass rate is the lowest pass rate over June 2009 sitting (Same pass rate for P4).

Plan to take F7 F8 and F9 in coming December sitting. Feel scare right now... Really need to put in my hard work to complete F level papers!! Crazy....

17th August, Judgement Day

2009-08-18T00:11:00.000+08:00

Today is ACCA exams result release day for June 2009 sitting. Since 3 days ago i started to feel stress and tension. Can't even focus to drive in the town, nearly crash something. Starting yesterday night, suddenly can feel the my heart beating. The worst feeling i felt was an hour before the exam result release. The result was release on 0500 British Summer Time, that mean around 12noon Malaysia time. I started online around 11am, checking facebook and chatting with my friends using msn. Everyone is waiting to check the result with a nervous feeling. Around 12.15noon, the results was out!! Trying to connect to the website but the site started to jam.

Finally 10 minutes later, i successful connected to the web page. When i trying to log in to my page, my hands shaking (i even type wrong password). And my results for June 2009 sitting are:

Yeah, i pass all subjects!! I guess i pass all is luck lo.. Thanks god!! Haha...

For my friends who pass in the exams, congratulation to you la!!

For my friends who fail in the exams, try again in coming sitting!! You never fail until you stop trying!!

AFC Futsal Championship 2009

2009-08-15T12:43:00.000+08:00

This morning went down to town meet a friend from Sitiawan. Had breakfast with him before sending him to bus station. He going to Betong, South Thailand for business trip.

After sending him to bus station, straight drive to Sunway City Ipoh, Extreme Park. Sunway College Ipoh AFC (Accounting and Financial Club) having a Futsal Championship. Today is the final play for the championship. Teams which played in final game were "Black L.D.G" and "A walk to a remember".

Surprisingly Mr Gobu came all the way to watch the play. I'm the cameraman for the play. I can say both teams are not in best situation today, both teams players not really perform their best skills as what we expected.
They played very well and perform high level skills in Group's games. The game ended around 11am. Black L.D.G are the champion for year 2009.

Mr Gobu and AFC President (Carmen Wong)

See how the goalkeeper fall!

And see how the keeper jump!

3 stupid referee!!

"Black LDG"

"A walk to a remember"

Black LDG (The 2009 champion)

Mr G watch the game with us.

Me and Mr Gobu

1 more day to go.. Argh..... !!!! =.=!!!

3 days leave...

2009-08-13T18:22:00.000+08:00

3 days to go for my result day!!

Extremely stress now..

Pray hard for passes now..

God please help me....

T.T

Lost world of Tambun VS Lost world of Confident.

2009-08-09T20:16:00.000+08:00

Lost World of Tambun
Yesterday went Lost world of Tambun (a water them park) with my college mates for a charity event organized by Sunway Sport Club. There ware around 200 kids from ipoh and penang and 100 volunteers from our college joining the charity event. Each volunteers need to take care 1 or 2 kids. My kid from SK Bukit Gelugor. His name is Yoga, an Indian kid, 12 year-old *actually can consider an adult *. In overall the event consider not bad. Playing around with my kid and my college mates all over the them park. After lunch, while I sit at the “beach” and chatting with my friends, suddenly realize there was a nice hill view from the “beach”. But the weather is too hot, can’t really enjoy the view while sitting at the “beach”. (We got sun burn after the event, haha…) Actually this is my first time visit to Lost World of Tambun. I can say I put too high expectation on it. Haha… You all know right….

Me with my kid (Yoga)

Jian Yao

Yin Yip

Abel

What am u doing? *not praying ok*

Chatting at the beach

Me and Gavin

Anna and Christina

SK Bukit Gelugor

Me and friends

Here by i need to say special thanks to Christina Tan, Desmond Leong and Serena Tan for the photos.

Christina and Serena

Desmond Leong

Lost World of Confident.

Accidently found my exam’s answers being published online last night, F4 and F6. Thanks to itch hand for clicking it. After reading F4 answers, lost my confident to pass this paper at all. Since my F4 exam over, I knew this paper is very risky for me. F5 answers not yet release, F5 is the hardest paper in Fundamental Level. I wonder can I pass this paper? Can’t wait for one more week to the Result’s Release Day with my super-down mood. I hope I can access my result now. T.T

For those who wan to know the answers for F4 (MYS), F5 and F6 (MYS), please click here.

May God Bless us for our results.

Must get ready...

2009-07-31T00:19:00.000+08:00

Now is 12.40am, must get ready.........

ACCA examiner's report is out for F5 and F6(MYS), just close the tabs for that stupid report.
Feel demotivated now... Must thanks to my itchy hand which click on it!!!
What to do? I can't make any changes right now..
Must get ready to accept the results which will be released on 17th August.

Since this week started, feel no mood to do anythings.. Lots of thing waiting to finish it, but yet still can't get my energy back yet. Maybe i really need a "heavy break".
While trying to find my sprite back, i read many articles about economic, politic, business strategy etc......
Manage to extract some knowledge and strategy from the article my studies and life.
Must get ready to "manage" my life with my "updated mind".

Next week onward, my class time-table will be very pack. Ms Lisa coming back on next Monday.
I believes i might be "super crazy busy" from next week onward since next week also my PT week.
Must get ready to suit with packed time-table and better time management.

Must get ready......
How can i get ready myself?
Help me god, pray hard!!!

"Steph mother"s birthday!!!!

2009-07-24T00:37:00.000+08:00

Sorry for no updating my blog so a very very long time.
Since new semester started, for me everyday is busy day!!!
Will try to update more often next time..
Sorry ya..

Let me update with this post la..

Wednesday is my "mum", Stephanie's birthday 20th birthday.
Since Wednesday we all not free, we celebrate her birthday on Thursday at Coco's Cafe.
Let me list out who with us for the lunch. Me, Wei Quing, Jian Yao, Vemal, Eunice, Michelle, Yin Yep, Pin Jun, Abel, Sasi and "my sis"(Shalani).

After the lunch, they heading to Jusco for movie.. Sadly can't join them because i need to do something in the afternoon.

Here are some photos taken at Coco's Cafe.

P/s: Read carefully the wording on the cake.(Haha...Funny la..)

Group's photos!! (Finally we taken group's photos)

For more photos viewing, please visit my facebook's photos(adrian_ooi@live.com).

Busy life...

2009-07-02T23:40:00.000+08:00

New semester started...

Busy life again.......

But enjoying the life!!!

Decision Made!!

2009-06-24T02:53:00.000+08:00

Finally, i arrived to a decision.

I decided to continue my ACCA and study at Sunway College Ipoh after taking into account everything. At first i almost book an air ticket, lucky something wrong with the credit card and the payment not successful. Now i have clear decision and i know what i want to do. Although i reject the offer from UMS is consider a waste, but sometimes in our life, we need to forgo something to give full focus on another matter.

I hope i did a correct decision and i hope i won't regret some other days.
Good bye UMS, and good bye Sabah. ='(

Those my friends who give me advise and helping me in finding out useful information, Thank you very much. Your small action mean alots to me... Next time u need help which i can handle, i name it... =)

Let focus on what i should do now.. A new day start with a new begin.

Let fight for my future!!! Here i come..........!!!!

Turn Left? Turn Right? Or Go Ahead?? Someone help me pls!!!!

2009-06-23T17:23:00.000+08:00

I'm in a life junction now... Someone please help me....!!!!

Recently received an offer from UMS (University Malaysia Sabah). UMS offering me Geology course. This is my second choice in my application list, consider a good offer!!!

Should i accept it or reject it? I knew this news trough UMS official website on last friday (19th June) and I received official offer letter today. If i accept the offer, i need to fly to Kota Kinabalu on coming saturday (27 June).

What should i do now?

Should i let go ACCA just like this? Or let go Geology? Or can i take ACCA and Geology? (But can i handle two together?)

Haiz.... Until now, i still haven make any decision yet.... I need to make decision by today ar....!!!! Help me.......!!!

Day 1 in Pangkor and Sitiawan

2009-06-21T02:09:00.000+08:00

DAY 1 (16th June):

Pangkor Island !!! I’m here!!!!

Since my exams finally over, I manage to visit Pangkor during my holidays.
Normally after my exams, I’ll visit pangkor. Pangkor really a nice place, I fall in love to pangkor since my first visit after my STPM exams.

I drive my mother’s car from Ipoh to Lumut this morning.Reaching Lumut around afternoon after having “light lunch” at Sitiawan.

Before depart

After reaching at Lumut, I rush to the jetty to catch the ferry. But the ferry departed before reach the loading point. (Hey… wait for me…..)

No choice, need to wait for next ferry which will depart in next 45 mimutes. The walk back to Lumut Town and take some photos.

Lumut Town

Lumut Ticket Counter

Lumut Jetty

Hey, wait for me... Don't go...!!

My last visit Pangkor is 22 Dec 2008, i can still use the ticket to return to pangkor.

Pangkor Ferry

Lumut Navy Base

Pangkor Jetty

Pangkor Town

Finally, I reach Pangkor and my buddy waiting at pangkor jetty. We have lunch together and after lunch, we preparing the fishing tools to the fishing session.

We fishing at different seaside until evening and we get 32 fish in total for 2 and half hours. Not bad, is a good result. (Haha… =P)

Worms for fishing

To get good harvest, we try to fish at different seaside to check whether the seaside suitable to fish on today or not.

At last, we found out that Teluk Dalam is most suitable to fish.

Teluk Dalam Seaside

Our harvest for whole afternoon, 32 in 2 & half hours

At night, we have dinner with some of my pangkor friends. After dinner, we go for “dota”.

After dota, we start our late night fishing session. My buddy who are my “fishing sifu” took me to a fishing boat which park at a private jetty. We fish whole night on the fishing boat.

Normally we fish bigger fish at night, that mean we need to wait for a very long time to get a fish.
We get two fish that night. One is “telinga gajah” and another one is “sai-sing”. The weight for “telinga gajah” is around 1.5kg and “sai-sing” is 3.5kg.

We fishing on one of this boat at night time

Fishing on baot at nigh

Preparing to fish, this process may take up to 1 hour

My "sifu" get “telinga gajah”

“telinga gajah”

“sai-sing”

Our harvest for late night session

Around 3.30am, we start cleaning to prepare to go home. We reach home around 4.30am.

Day 2 in Sitiawan and Pantai Remis

2009-06-21T01:54:00.000+08:00

Day 2 (17th June):
I move around Pangkor town in the morning.

We reach Sitiawan around 12 noon. After I reach sitiawan, we had lunch in one chicken rice stall at Kampong Koh. After lunch, we went to shop for 18th BBQ at Teluk Batik seaside. Afther shopping, I manage to meet some friends at Uncle John Kopitiam.

At evening, we meet up some friends and we drive to Pantai Remis. Again, meet up some friends at Pantai Remis and had dinner with them.

Fish we get last night taste not bad..

Day 3 in Sitiawan

2009-06-21T01:24:00.000+08:00

Day 3 (18th June):
Today is my buddy birthday and the BBQ gathering. Plan to celebrate his birthday with school day friend, and this is why I organize a BBQ tonight.

This morning go buy BBQ stuffs at “pek-kei” (a market which only available on Thursday), than go back my “main base” to prepare.

The BBQ start at 7.30pm at teluk Batik, I reach teluk Batik around 6.30pm to set up everything. Thanks to Sing Ean and Hui Li for helping me in setting up and thank you to Fanny and Sharon for the fruits.

Thank you for joining the BBQ my friends, I appreciated your joining.

Sunset

Sing Ean, Hui Li, Jiun Ting, Kwai Kiek and me (left to right)

I accidently burn the bread. When i throw the bread away, a cat run and eat it. Guess what... haha.. The cat's tongue hurt because the bread is too hot.. Haha..

Can u see the cat's tongue?

After the BBQ gathering, I went Lumut to celebrate Jiun Ting’s (my buddy) Birthday.
Hope he have a nice 21th birthday.

Champagne

Champagne's war

*Special thanks to my friend (Soo Lyn Ni) who currently studying at UTAR and her parents. Her parents borrow me a car battery to generate electricity to light up my BBQ site. As we know at night, seaside is very dark. Without the battery, my BBQ won’t success. Thank you very much.

Day 4 in Sitiawan

2009-06-21T01:09:00.000+08:00

Day 4 (19th June):

Go back to my old school Nan Hwa which I did my Form 6 there and meet up some teacher. Feel happy because they still remember me. I think they will never forget me because I’m most naughty student in my class. (hehe…)

Nan Hwa

Nan Hwa's Chemistry Lab

After visit my old school, go play dota with my buddy again, than I drive back Ipoh after returning the battery to Lyn Ni’s parents.

Thanks to Lyn Ni's parents

I drive 293.5km for this trip

BBQ + Malacca

2009-06-15T01:37:00.000+08:00

Friday night ACCA student having a gathering in front of our very own Sunway College Ipoh. I plan to join the party but sadly i need to rush to Malacca on that night to settle some family's problems..

Before depart to Malacca i manage to visit them and pass them the corns i bought from Sitiawan "Peh-kee" on thursday.

After i settle my stuffs in Malacca, i manage to visited few attractive places in Malacca town on Saturday.

"Red House" in Malacca.

Palace of Malacca.

The Church on the hill.

A'Farmosa.

Taming Sari viewing tower and Eye on Malaysia in Malacca town.

Old Shop lots in malacca's "jonker walk".

Malacca river.

End of Malacca's trip, next destination is Pangkor!!!

Morse Code

2009-06-11T00:01:00.000+08:00

Don't know y.. this few days like to do research about morse code..
What is morse code le... Em...

Morse code is a type of character encoding that transmits telegraphic information using rhythm.
Morse Code can be transmitted using sound or light, as sometimes happens between ships at sea. It is used in emergencies to transmit distress signals when no other form of communication is available. The standard international distress signal is •••---••• (SOS)

Let me write one post in morse code and see did u know what i write...

.-. . -.-. . -. - .-.. -.-- / .. / --- .--. . -. / .- -. / .- -.-. -.-. --- ..- -. - / .- - / ..-. .- -.-. . -... --- --- -.- .-.-.- / .-. . -- . -- -... . .-. / - --- / .- -.. -.. / -- . / .- ... / -.-- --- ..- .-. / ..-. .-. .. . -. -.. ... / -.-- .- .-.-.-

If u can not decode, please use this decoder to help u, http://morsecode.scphillips.com/jtranslator.html

My email address is adrian_ooi@live.com
Remember add me ya.. Haha..

Plan which can't carry out...

2009-06-10T23:33:00.000+08:00

Before exams and during the exams, we planned alot of plan for holiday time.
ACCA exam officially end today. But until now, all the plan like gone forever.
Why the plan not carrying on de?

When my exam finished on Monday evening, i feel that i'm not as happy as i think before my exams..
Maybe is my feeling which let me feel that none of the plan is carrying out...

Hey guys, let plan something nice for this few days le.. Very boring le..
Waiting for good news from u guys... hehe..

My first post...!!!

2009-06-08T23:09:00.000+08:00

Finally, my first post borne..
Feel sorry to my friend who wait so long...

Well, let me talk about myself...
I'm student, currently studying ACCA (stupid course)... Don't ask me why i choose ACCA, every time i feel wan to kill myself when exams is near... Especially my college people who make the situation worse..

I just finish my exam today, stupid performance management (F5) is totally out of point, i don't know what i should write and which calculation i should show, if i write all and show all, i don't have enough time to finish pula.. How?
Corporate and Business Law (F4) le i feel that i'm not doing well in this paper lo..
The most confident paper i feel that i can do is Taxation (F6).
Hope the results won't make me cry la... God please help me!!!!!

Since my i finish my exam, u guy (Sunway guys) got any plan? If yes, i wan to join u all.... Hehe...
Meet u all on friday Carmen's BBQ lo... =p

(Revised on 11th June)

I got a small notice to Sitiawan friends,

Attention to 2007 Nan Hwa Form 6 graduates:
I & Juin Ting organizing a BBQ party at Teluk Batik.

Plan's tittle: BBQ Party + Gathering.
Location: Teluk Batik Seaside
Date: 18th June 2009
Time: 7.30pm
Cost per head: RM8 net

U may invite your friends to join us..
Please inform me if u wish to join us and who u invited to the party.
Thank you.